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LAST NIGHT LT CALLED ME UN-AMERICAN. THAT IS A LIE. I AM MORE AMERICAN THEN HE IS BECAUSE I ELECT THE LEWDNESS HE PRACTICES COVERTLY. I UNITE IN MYSELF THE NEW AMERICAN LEWDNESS AND THE OLD AMERICAN CHEERFULNESS. ALL I LACK IS CHRISTIANITY. IF I WERE A CHRISTIAN AS WELL AS BEING LEWD AND CHEERFUL, I'D BE THE NEW JOHNNY APPLESEED.

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THIS HAS BEEN UP ON YOLA'S MYSPACE SINCE DECEMBER, BUT IS GETTING SERVICED NOW

DG YOLA "I KNOW U LIKE DAT"

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Acceptance -- first, gain the user's trust and confidence.

Reduce stimuli -- get the user to a quiet, non-threatening environment.

Reassure -- educate the user that they are experiencing a bad trip, assure

them they are in a safe place, with safe people, and they will be all right.

Rest -- help the user relax; use stress reduction techniques [such as slow,

deep breathing, or relaxing muscle groups] and let them rest.

Talk down -- discuss peaceful, non-threatening subjects with the user;

avoid any topic which seems to create more anxiety or a strong reaction.

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TIGHT F/SHAWTY LO & BIG BANK "ALL NIGHT"

DJ LAMONT & THUG-C "SHE WANNA FUCK"

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TEDDY PENDERGRASS "LOVE TKO"(SCREWED&CHOPPED)

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My father became wealthy importing timber from Southeast Asia, mainly teak but other hardwoods too. He was one of the first to farm it, which meant that when he died the company still prospered. My brother, Hank, and I inherited everything, the big company and a considerable income.

My visits to the plantations got me interested in Asian antiques, and when I began to sell them, I was so busy that I needed Hank to help me out. Soon I saw that he was taking trips to Asia purely to buy drugs. Like Dad, he wan an innovator-- an early smuggler of heroin inside little Buddhas and carved temple finials in small, hard-to-detect amounts, for his own use. His wealth ensured he'd never have to resort to dealing or relying on dealers in the States. He injected: his arm, his foot, his neck. He said, "I have it under control," meaning that he could afford it.

But over time the heroin ate up most of his money, and he borrowed from me for a while. A very expensive habit, and destructive too, or so I thought.

I made him a promise. I said, "If you give up the heroin, I will hand over half of my own inheritance." I had doubled my money with my antiques business anyway.

Hank said, "Leave me alone. I'm like a person with an illness. Just leave me to my illness. A lot of people are in worse shape than me."

But I begged him. Finally, he agreed. Here is the weird part. As soon as he gave up heroin-- a long, painful process of rehab and treatment-- he became very weak. As an addict, he had been full of life; as a clean straight guy, he was pale, feeble, prone to colds, and sometimes could not get out of bed. This went on for a few months. Very worried, I brought him to a specialist, who diagnosed cancer.

He said, "Your brother has had cancer for years, but his heroin use has masked it. If he had still been using it, he would have had a happy death-- sudden anyway. Heroin has been keeping him out of pain."

The next weeks were awful. He died horribly a month later.

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WHILE YOU WERE OUT?

                                M. BEEZY "HOLTON ST. HOP 

(CHIPMAN BEEM-AH RMX)"

                                                       J. RIZZLE & SPYDER "HELLO"

                                                          JT MONEY "SCOOBY DOO"

                                                       BLOOD RAW "IT FEELS GOOD"

 "Thinking is difficult"(Ward). What does this really mean? Why is it difficult? -- It is almost like saying "Looking is difficult". Because looking intently is difficult. And it's possible to look intently without seeing anything, or to keep thinking you see something without being able to see clearly. Looking can tire you even when you don't see anything.

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LIL WAYNE "LOLLIPOP" (SCREWED&CHOPPED)

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Yeah I agree with WB don't try to contact them if your not ready, I have done wrong for note (played an ouija board after having my first experience and it made things worse).



I was trying to contact them but whatever I did contact was a demon and I know for a fact and no one can prove me wrong. Since I'm a strong catholic and believe in the bible, I read it I don't know at least 10 times because whatever was banished. I think because of my guardian angle who sticks with me day and night.


So just things can happen when your not ready, I think you could get a friend over or someone who isn't fully skeptical like my friend who doesn't believe in anything and just sit down and try and have a friendly chat like neighbors do, and if you are brave and foolish enough like me and try EVP,



send the recording to an investigator or add it to you tube and give us the link so we can see what it wants for more help,
God bless

Demon boy.

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#LB. O DAT RO

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RICH BOY "ROLLIN ROLLIN"

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J.CREEK "GOOD PUSSY" (SCREWED)

Hey don't touch that- Nat King Cole

JANUARY IN CASTLE ROCK, IS COLD

For I felt like something suspended in empty air, weightless, transparent, turning this way or that in every buffet of wind that blew. At least when I was locked away I had felt I was definitively there, but now that I was free (or at large, at any rate) I seemed hardly to be here at all. This is how I imagine ghosts existing, poor, pale wraiths pegged out to shiver in the wind of the world like so much insubstantial laundry, yearning towards us, the heedless ones, as we walk blithely through them.