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PLACE: My apartment with very few distractions except for the roadwork outside.

PEOPLE: Me, myself and I at 6'2' 240lbs.

I am starting in the morning at 10AM I have 6 hours before I have to goto work.

I am writing myself notes that say 'YOU HAVE TAKEN PROMETHAZINE IT'S NOT REAL' and put them at various places in my apartment. I have not eaten anything for 8 hours my stomach is empty.



T- 0:00 60ml of Cough Syrup 120mg of promethazine 75mg of codeine measured in a pyrex measuring cup. It is a Pink/purplish liquid which I though was kind of odd. Smells and tastes like regular robotussin though ((BLEH!!)). Some of it stuck to the bottom of the cup so I filled it with cold tap water and drank that as well. It looks very clean and I am pretty sure I have gotten most of it.

T+ 0:02 Small visual trails and a slight 'buzzy' feeling, very mild happiness all over. It might be the medication or just my mindset, as I really love day tripping, either way this seems like it will be a good experience :)

T+ 0:10 Making some fries, being that I took it first it should have no real affect on the medication and I haven't eaten since last night. (NOTE: I don't know how much more I will be writing 'while tripping' as I have the overwhleming urge to lay down.)

T+ 0:15 Still the slight buzz from before, my stomach feels a little sick but it should pass once I eat something. Going to watch some old Starcraft Speed Running Movies.

T+ 0:24 The ding from my deep fryer scared the shit out of me, but the smell is SOOOO GOOD. The buzz is getting bigger as well. I am debating on whether to take 1 shot (2oz) of vodka to pollenate the trip, as one report on codeine said it would.



T+ 0:42 Decided not to drink the vodka, simply because of the need to see the full effects of the drug by itself. I am VERY relaxed now and watching Starcraft makes me even MORE relaxed. Hands are slighty numb and it is hard to pick up my food. The fries also have very little taste. Body buzz is coming along good as well no visual or audio halluciations as of yet.

T+ 0:47 Very very NUMB haha and slow. Feels alot like weed but without the headiness of the mind fog. Extremely clear headed like I have not taken anything at all. I cant drink my water either. Can't tell whether it's hitting my mouth or not very cool.

T+ 1:00 Finished eat and I am going to lie down. No itching has come on as others have experience but I seem to be peaking as of right now.

T+ 1:25 Feeling like I am going to throw up, probably from the codeine. Did not want to get up and type this because it hit me HARD when I was laying down. Mild Color shifting and audio hallucination but the relaxing was ecstatic. Going back to law down and listen to Fischerspooner.

T+ 2:02 Some Closed Eye Visuals, very faded. One of a chick shaking her ass, some wavy lines, a monster face, and me looking at myself. Found that my imagination is under my complete control and anything I think about appears inside my mind with crystal clarity.



T+ 4:30 Whoa passed out for awhile, one minute I was relaxing on the couch the next my alarm is going off (really glad I set that ahead of time). Feels like I am steadily coming down from the peak but still relaxed.

T+ 8:00 Basking in the Afterglow effects of extreme relaxatation hard to concentrate at work and very hard to move, feeling very sluggish while walking almost floating.

T+ 10:00 Back at baseline again, just got off of work and going to finish the rest of the bottle :).

CONCLUSION: It was a nifty little trip, could have been better if the Promethazine did not make me goto sleep. I do feel like I just came back from a vacation. Maybe at a higher dose I will break the psychadelic threshold that I seemed so close to. The drowsiness is problematic as I may have missed the peak because of it. I would gladly do it again as the afterglow refreshes my mind and body to the point that I am ready to tackle anything. But overall it was a very mild experience, soothing but unexciting. One of those things that makes me say 'yeah this was kinda coool, but not GREAT!!!!'.

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FACT OF THE DAY(S) II

MAC'S 'WORLD WAR III' IS THE MOST UNDERRATED ALBUM TO COME OUT ON NO LIMIT; WITH TRACKS  FROM THE MORE SOULFUL END OF THE BEATS BY THE POUND SPECTRUM, AND SOME REALEST TALK ON THE LYRICAL SIDE.  'SHELL SHOCKED' GETS A LITTLE MORE SHINE- AND WAS NICE TOO, BUT I ACTUALLY PREFER THIS ONE EVEN THOUGH THAT GOES AGAINST MY NO LIMIT G.P.: OLDER > NEWER.

MAC "CAN U LOVE ME (EYES OF A KILLER)"

18er

OUT SINCE THE BEGINNING OF THIS MONTH BUT I KIND OF FORGOT ABOUT IT-IS THE LATEST INSTALLMENT IN 31 DEGREEZ' TEXAS MASSACRE SERIES. PRETTY GOOD TRACKLISTING; A FEW ACTUAL NEW TRACKS AND A BUNCH OF MEDIUM OLD TRACKS FROM 4TH QUARTER '07. HIGHLIGHT IS PROBABLY THE FULL VERSIONS OF NEW KIOTTI JOINTS THAT HAVE BEEN AROUND ON OTHER TAPES BUT ONLY AS SNIPPETS.

KIOTTI "GOIN CRAZY"

SCARFACE "GHETTO TIMES"

DJ 31 DEGREEZ "TEXAS MASSACRE 12"

S P R I N G - 3

...I got into gear and onto the Old Highway and drove east, running away from the sunlit rim of the plains. I wasn't traveling fast, not at first, but the rows of cultivation whipped quickly by, and in the dizzying exactness of their changing perspective they turned and opened and closed agin as I shot down the middle of the fields. I accelerated but I still felt as if I had stepped wrong and was plunging backward. Like the rider on an amusement, I had that strange satisfaction that it was all designed to be scary, to be fun, and would soon be over. I wondered if that meant I was going to die. I had not reason to think I would, but I wondered. I put my foot to the floor and stared straight forward while the terror of high speed opened up the sinuses in my head and put a taste of pennies in my mouth. And I drove like a spear through the tiny town, miniatures in a work of meticulous depictioin floating on the fields of corn and soy, went speeding along through them toward some deep vioelent conclusion--to have my heart torn out and eaten while I watched. The sun had set but the fields were soaked with light in the dusk. I wanted to stagger to the shore of this mindless iridescence and throw into it my most beloved thing, my very favorite thing. When I'd worn myself out going too fast, I pulled into the roadside weeds. I stopped the car in the middle of the round shimmering table of the earth. Meanwhile the dusk wouldn't die...



I drove on toward the world's darker half. Now the horizon was like that of the sea around certain islands, tar black, blended with the night. Halfway up the sky and to my right floated the new moon. Satisfied that darkenss had found me, feeling in a way hidden from myself, I put the car in gear and went to my home...

s p r i n g - 2

Average amount that a sad person was willing to pay for "a sporty, insulated water bottle" in a recent study: $2.11

Average amount that a happy person was willing to pay for the same item: $0.56

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NEW RICH BOY MIXTAPE- "BIGGER THAN THE MAYOR". I'M KIND OF SURPRISED WITH THE CONTINUED CONFLUENCE OF REAL SCHITT HIP-HOPPER AND HIPSTER LOVE BEING SHOWN RICH BOY... "DIRTY SOUTH RAP" STILL HOLDING! 

RICH BOY "BIGGER THAN THE MAYOR"

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KLONDIKE KAT "CHECK YO BITCH"

KLONDIKE KAT "HUSTLER"

S P R I N G - 1

16^7

Uzumaki Naruto silently swore as more Sound Ninja darted out of the underbrush to join in on the fray. He grabbed a handful of kunai from his pouch and flung them at the incoming ninja more as a distraction than an actual attack, and was rewarded with a few grunts as several kunai found their mark. He used those precious few seconds to leap back and summon forth four Shadow clones to help with the fight.



A quick glance to his left revealed that Hyuuga Hinata was still holding her own for the time being, spinning in a vicious circle defeating any attack the Sound ninja could throw against her. To his right, Inuzuka Kiba and his ever faithful Akamaru were gracefully darting among enemies with impressive speed. Yamanaka Ino had taken up the role as medic and waited behind until she was needed. Haruno Sakura was nowhere in sight. The Sound ninja had realized Kiba’s speed and had backed off to pummel him with Sound waves.



A particularly accurate blast nailed him in the base of the spine, causing him to drop to his knees where a kick to the face sent him into a world of blackness. Naruto turned to the enemy at hand and right into the fist of a particularly large Sound ninja. Accepting the blow, he managed to barely block the next two out of instinct. This team wasn’t prepared for an ambush of this magnitude. It was just a simple scouting mission, how had it gone so wrong so fast?

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YOUTUBE: FUCK. THE. FRAIL. SHIT.

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Yes, it seems to me that one of the strongest gratifications of night driving is precisely that you can see so little, and yet at the same time see so very much. The child awakes in us again when we drive at night, and then all of those earliest sensations of fear and security begin shimmering, tingling once again inside ourselves. The car is dark, we hear lost voices, the dials glow, and simultaneously we are moving and not moving, held deep in the comfort of the cushions as once we were on just such a night as this one, yet feeling even in the softness of the beige upholstery all the sickening texture of our actual travel.

"SEXINATOR"

4 STARS!!!

1%3

An "obvious troll" posts a picture of two unrelated items that are generally regarded to being similar by those unfamiliar with the actual items. The "Avril Lavigne" troll is a classic example of this, and a popular one as well. The "obvious troll" posts a picture of Avril Lavigne, who is usually referred to as "Punk" by those in the mainstream media outlets and prepubescent teenagers who have yet to hear actual Punk music, and then attachs simple text statements such as "Avril is so Punk", or "Best Punk music ever", and simply waits for the harsh reactions of others who will appear to attempt to insult the troll. This trolling method is akin to saying "Vanilla Ice is the best Rap artist of all time", "Avenged Sevenfold is the best thing to hit the Metal scene since Pantera", or "Paul Oakenfold is the greatest DJ of our time".



The most common form of flaming most often occurs on internet messageboards and forums whereby one member becomes tired of the general attitude of another and dedicates a public message to the other in the form of libel. The most common tactics and strategies employed within this example are when the troll attacks the victim accusing them of either blatantly discouraged activities, which have been falsified, or referring to their interests and activities in a negative manner. For instance one might refer to another with a great interest in Japanese art and language as a "Weaboo", or "Wapanese" (assuming they are Caucasian). This is hardly offensive by itself, but coupled with other obscenities, epithets, and derogatory slang terms it can cause a whirlwind of emotions for the victim.



My girlfriend then sends either "ExampleUsername.on.nimp.org", or "profiles.on.nimp.org/?account=Exampleusername", which simulates the general format of a real social-networking website's URL. At this point we all sit and wait, because generally the first thing to happen once the user has clicked on the link is the volume-indicator on their camera will skyrocket while "I'm watching Gay porno!" can be heard echoing loudly through the background. In some cases the user will attempt to insult my girlfriend with one line of text before their computer crashes, or their webcam goes dead. Those users whose computers do not crash will instead sit back in disbelief while viewing the most commonly known "shock" images such as Goatse, Tubgirl, Lemonparty, and the "Pain series".



I have seen people literally break down and cry when they have been hit with the "NIMP" method. I've watched as a girl's friend runs over to console her, and also a mother become infuriated and shouting at her son, "What are you doing over there?", after hearing the "I'm listening to Gay porno!" soundclip. Results vary, but again the scenario surrounding the use of the link must be semi-believable in order to yield a successful attack.

12ISSCREWEDUP

2PAC "WONDER IF HEAVEN GOT A GHETTO"(DJSCREWMX)

SUC "SOCK IT 2 ME FLOW"(DJSCREWMX)

MICHAEL JACKSON "PYT"(DJSCREWMX)

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ALSO I'LL THROW UP AN AZ GREATEST HITS-ISH MIX FROM SOME DUDE- DJ WRISTPECT. I HONESTLY HAVEN'T EVEN LISTENED TO THIS BUT IF YOU LIKE AZ THIS CAN'T BE BAD (NO EVIDENCE OF SMASH-TOGETHERS INVOLVED)

DJ WRISTPECT QUIET MONEY MIXTAPE

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I WAS THINKING ABOUT POSTING UP ALL THOSE LOLLIPOP "REMIXES" WITH EVERYONE SHORT OF YAK BALLZ CUT AND PASTED IN WITH WEEZY F, BUT I DECIDED THAT WOULD BE SELFISH. NO ONE WANTS TO HEAR THAT, IT ALSO COULD BE PARADOXICAL IN THAT I DON'T WANT TO LISTEN TO THEM EITHER. I JUST THOUGHT, AESTHETICALLY- IT WOULD LOOK NICE AS A LIST.

INSTEAD THREE JOINTS OFF THE NEW ALFAMEGA MIXTAPE "THE SAMPLE" PRESENTED BY THE APHILIATES AND DJ INFAMOUS (PICKED HIS NAME BASED ON EASE OF FINDING SOUND BYTE DROPS?). I GUESS THIS IS A PREVIEW FOR AN UPCOMING ALBUM FROM MEGA, WHICH SHOULD BE BETTER THAN AVERAGE ON THE STRENGTH OF GRAND HUSTLE'S PRODUCTION ROSTER ALONE.

ALFAMEGA "MIDDLE FINGER"

ALFAMEGA "THE G-CODE"

ALFAMEGA "THE TRILL IS GONE"

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10+5

Even tragedy could really start with the words: "Nothing would have happened had it not been that..."
(Had he not got caught in the machine by the tip of his clothing?)
But surely that is a one-sided view of tragedy, to think of it merely as showing than an encounter can decide one's whole life.

10..**4

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LOS ANGELES--(gHOST BUSINESS WIRE)--Feb. 3, 1997--TWIsM, an apparel company, owned jointly by basketball star Shaquille O'Neal and Cyrk Inc. of Gloucester, Mass., today announced the hiring of Jeffrey C. Tweedy as executive vice president in charge of all apparel operations of TWIsM.

Tweedy has extensive experience in the apparel industry, having worked for Ralph Lauren Womenswear, Spike Lee products, and most recently as vice president of Karl Kani Jeans.



TWIsM is an acronym that stands for "The World Is Mine". O'Neal uses the positive message frequently to inspire young people, especially inner-city youth, to recognize their potential and strive to be their best.

The year-old company is currently located in Gloucester, Mass., and is in the process of securing a Los Angeles headquarters and manufacturing facility. TWIsM designs and produces a line of clothing featuring shirts, pants, shorts, outerwear, caps, bags and accessories with leading edge fashion.



TWIsM's Spring marketing effort will soon roll out with print and radio advertising, signage and shops, and in-store and campus promotions. The Fall 1997 collection will be unveiled at the M.A.G.I.C. show in Las Vegas in late February.

"Jeffrey is a great guy and this is a great new development for TWIsM apparel," stated Shaquille O'Neal

10..2

HAROLD BUDD & BRIAN ENO "AMONG FIELDS OF CRYSTAL"

STEFFEN SCHLEIERMACHER PERFORMING PHILLIP GLASS "MAD RUSH"

ROBERT FRIPP & BRIAN ENO "EVENSONG"

10.1

I had a watch dream not too long ago. I was at a watch store, and the store had an interesting looking watch from Casio. This watch had a touch screen, but the display was an organic LCD display, and whenever you changed the mode, there'd be 2 arcs (one pointing down, and one pointing up in blue color) and the mode description would be in digital letters in a (Like on an old middle 80's pinball machine, and the word for the mode would be also in blue)

For example, there was a mode where you could turn the chime on & off with a touch of a stylus. (for example, the words "on" and "off" would be in white and the "off" button would be in a red background while the "on" button would be in a green background) and when you made a choice, the button would have circles coming out of it like an earthquake (it's an animation) and the watch cost something like almost 90 bucks. Wouldn't it be cool to have this watch. The band was a standard silver metal band, and when I tried on the watch in the dream, the band felt perfect!

I love casio!

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9)2[NOTHINGNEWUNDERTEHSUN]

BROOKLYN ASSAULT TEAM "ON THE BONE AGAIN"

9

THE BATTLE TOOK PLACE ON A GREEN RIGE STRATTLING THE TWO ROCKY PEAKS OF GAMMELAH MOUNTAIN. I GRASPED MY LANCE AND UTTERED A BELLOW TO MY INFANTRYMAN AND MASTOKEER BY MY SIDE. WE WILL FIGHT FOR OUR HONER AND WE CANNOT BE STOPPED BY THE WAYS OF THE TINTRYMOLES!!!

-800

We see a single human motivation behind the myths of both objectivism and subjectivism, namely, a concern for understanding. The myth of objectivism reflects the human need to understand the external world in order to be able to function successfully in it. The myth of subjectivism is focused on internal aspects of understanding-- what the individual finds meaningful and what makes his life worth living. The experientialist myth suggests that these are not opposing concerns. It offers a perspective from which both concerns can be met at once.

The old myths share a common perspective: man as seperate from his environment. Within the myth of objectivism, the concern for truth grows out of a concern for successfull functioning. Given a view of man as seperate from his environment, successful functioning is conceived of as mastery over the environment. Hence, the objectivist metaphors  KNOWLEDGE IS POWER and  SCIENCE PROVIDES CONTROL OVER NATURE.

The principal theme of the myth of subjectivism is the attempt to overcome the alienation that results from viewing man as seperate from his environment and from other men. This involves an embracing of the self-- of individuality and reliance upon personal feelings, intuiton, and values. The Romanticist version involves reveling in the the senses and the feelings and attempting to gain union with nature through passive appreciation of it.

The experientialist myth takes the perspective of man as part of his environment, not as seperate from it. It focuses on constant interaction with the physical environment and with other people. It views this interaction with the environment as involving mutual change. You cannot function within the environment without changing it or being changed by it.

From the experientialist perspective, truth depends on understanding, which emerges from functioning in the world. It is through such understanding that the experientialist alternative meets the objectivist's need for an account of truth. It is through the coherent structuring of experience that the experientialist alternative satisfies the subjectivist's need for personal meaning and significance.

FACTS OF THE DAY(S)

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61%

TRIPLE J "STAY OUT MY PHONE"

60%

I FELL IN ONE OF THOSE PITS BUT ITS OK NOW.

6'3"

6#2

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Not since Scott Baio has there been a more in-demand man by starlets in Hollywood than Rodman. Dennis came from humble beginnings and struggled scoring chicks growing up, so he's offering private, one-hour dating consultations to regular guys like you that will yield panty-dropping results for $125.



Rodman's passion is motorcycles. Now you can ride a Harley with Dennis down Michigan Avenue for $80. Ride will last 15 minutes and includes two personalized autographs and 10 minutes of unlimited photos.



Rodman pushed tattoos into the mainstream. Now Dennis will help pick your next tattoo design, and he'll sit with you through the first 30 minutes of the tatting process! Prices start at $80.



Want to shock and awe your friends and co-workers? Let Rodman, King Of Technicolor Hair 'Dos, pick your bold new hair color, and he'll hang with you for the first 30 minutes of dyeing. Prices start at $80.

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GET LOW "DO DAT AT"

DAT BOY YOUNG ACE "TRUNK WIDE OPEN"

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